last cigarette: never
last kiss: that actually meant something? I couldnt tell you.
last good cry: Ive been trying to have a good cry for a long time and cant seem to make it happen. if by good you mean, the kind that makes you feel better afterwards.
last library book checked out: hahahaha,... your joking right?
last movie seen: collateral damage
last book read: Dr. Fiorella Terenzi - Heavenly Knowledge
last cuss word uttered: I dont fukkin know.... oh wait... the answer is "fukkin"
last beverage drank: MountaindeW
last food consumed: waffles
last crush: never really know what that meant... just to like someone?... I guess about 7 months ago.
last phone call: someone from upstairs, called me down here...
last tv show watched: Howard Sterns E! show.
last time showered: like 6:45AM (3 hours before this)
last shoes worn: same ones I always wear.. Black Leather Converse.
last cd played: Nine Inch Nails - The Downward the Spiral
last item bought: non perrishable item?.. timing and s belt for the SHO
last thing downloaded: some GOA&Psy stuff
last annoyance: my pants keep falling down,.. but I think the CONSTANT RAIN ON THE GLASSES thing takes over as MOST annoying lately.
last disappointment: I feel as if I disappoint all the time.. but I dont know.
last soda drank: MountaindeW
last thing written: web page posts, and a nifty parody of the Raven.. should I put a link to it here?... nah..
last key used: Down Arrow
last word spoken: "yet" as in "can I die yet?"
last sleep: 2:30 - 6:30 this morning
last sexual fantasy: well it involves fins... :)
last weird encounter: idunno.. I always look for them, so to me they arent usually weird.
last ice cream eaten: some fudge bar that I got for free from a company meeting at work.
last time amused: about 7:30AM today.. Howard is funny.
last time wanting to die: I think about it every damn day.
last time in love: I love Ariel always.
last time hugged: idunno
last time scolded: idunno
last time resentful: I hate myself before anyone else usually..
last chair sat in: standard rolling office chair
last lipstick used: none.. but Ive been known to eat nail polish.
last underwear worn: some white ones.. dont know if its fruit of the loom or hanes.
last bra worn: ummm... none... is this thing for girls only?
last shirt worn: Glow in the Dark Nine Inch Nails shirt.
last time dancing: dont know if I ever really danced
last poster looked at: NIN - The Downward Spiral
last show attended: some MTV taping I guess.
last webpage visited: aside from mine, which is my start page... NASCAR and Slashdot.

1 MINUTE AGO: filling this out and thinking about Ariel
1 HOUR AGO: working
1 DAY AGO: working
1 WEEK AGO: working
1 YEAR AGO: wanking

I HURT: physical?.. my back, and a couple other places.. mentally.. not hardly at all lately.
I LOVE: Ariel. Liz and my family. Dew. my car... lots of stuff, but I dont listing too many material things.
I HATE: typical life and the way society says whats needed to be "happy" and "successful"
I FEAR: being alone forever.
I HOPE: to be loved, married, and happy... and to see clearly without my glasses.
I FEEL: rather lucky and undeserving lately.
I HIDE: a certain scar.. thats about it anymore.
I DRIVE: Ford Taurus SHO... Mmmm speed.
I MISS: lots of things,.. but.. idunno.. right this minute,.. Holding Ariel.
I LEARNED: a lot about myself in the last 2 years... and a big thanks to Trent Reznor, and The Little Mermaid for helping me out.
I NEED: to get my eyes done.
I THINK: I am happy now... (actually I know it)

current music: whatever Liquid Todd was playing in Solid State..a nd before that NIN.. currently in to GOA&Psy.
current taste: the canned pasta I just had.
current hair: dark and spiked
current annoyance: eyes
current smell: Plumeria :) (I like using that stuff)
current thing i should be doing: working on my music or sleeping.
current desktop picture: same as always a black background and gray NIN logo in the center.
current refreshment: just finished the quik mix
current worry: clearing my debt and getting my eyes fixed.