07/29/2003

staring at the sea
will she come?
is there hope for me
after all is said and done
anything at any price
all of this for you
all the spoils of a wasted life
all of this for you
all the world has closed her eyes
tried faith all worn and thin
for all we could have done
and all that could have been

ocean pulls me close
and whispers in my ear
the destiny i've chose
all becoming clear
the currents have their say
the time is drawing near
washes me away
makes me disappear

i descend from grace
in arms of undertow
i will take my place
in the geat below

i can still feel you
even so far away


Nine Inch Nails

The Great Below

The Fragile



I just want to know... and Ive asked this a hundred times before... but now I have to ask again.. and I really do want an answer... what the hell did I do to who and when to deserve the bullshit Im constantly having to put up with? why am I always made to feel like a bad person who deserves it but doesnt know why?

I know some people have it worse, and I feel bad for them too... but I dont know them and they have to deal with their problems and I have to deal with mine.. I just want to know why I deserve this.



07/25/2003

Once again, Today is System Administrator Appreciation Day. So once again I request... or maybe demand that you start appreciating hehe :P :)



07/24/2003

Happy 2 Months babe :)



07/23/2003

I love you too Jaemi :)



07/14/2003

It Just Wont Stop!



07/08/2003

The surveys just keep coming.



07/04/2003

ABCs.... (click it)

- Ive recently decided to put stuff like this in its own page so that it doesnt clutter the page with actual things to say, and since the page is narrower these days, it keeps it from getting way too long cause Im way too lazy to archive sometimes.